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N level end for 4 days le....
busy working.,
didnt think of anyone...
acppt u ... :P
M did msg me ..... but
i dont feel like looking for him....
and the feeling i with him .......
is getting lesser and lesser.....
although we stay near ....
but we seem in our mind we are far from
each other lei...
erm....
fated~
he's not my another partner...
i'm also not his another partner...
i think and think.....
now my life is good....
no one to control me where i go...
no one to nag me no matter wad i do?
i want to go out with which guy....
i also wont feel guilty .....
....
single is quite good...
but whenever... alone in a place u saw all ur friends
having a bf ... and u dont have...
u will alway feel abit lonely...
wanted to jio friends out ...
but when they say meet bf
& work! ....
my heart will abit... sad ...
dont no y ...
(becos i am alone la.. but i still dont mind ... cause i dont want interrupt u guy with bf time ma ....
esp... xueling she hardly seee her dear ma... so i didnt blame HER!)
^ see this
xuelingi still rmb all the happy moments i with
all my ex...
bu guo you yuan wu fen .....
hais.....
but .... now i'm darn freee.....
i no a lot of friends ....
and not even friends .....
pls... dont fan me le ....
let us calm down for a moments.
sharon lee . 8:03 AM
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cann say today on di 27th of september....
something bad ? or mayb not bad ?
i dont no ..
something bad or not bad happen ?
i didnt went home.
and i think i dont no how or ?
but .. feeling has.....
now .. still thinking of him ... yesterday ...
he company me while i'm alone .. i felt abit...
feeling on him.....
but .. ?
then he send me home...
but still got others la ...
[we're in a group]
after that i didnt slpt for whole night ..
i'm watching him slpt.....
his a funny guy ... but ? ppl say he not a gd guy....
Y feeling say come jiu come ......
go jiu go ....... ?????
i really dont understand...
after that he send me home.....
then i went to see my ah ma at around
10am ....
in a very good mood today ......
i saw my ah ma she came out from hospital le ..
i ask her ... pain ? on her chest ?
she say abit ... i abit .. heart pain ...
but dont no how to say ...
when i go into her house ...
i ask her ah ma ... (in hokkien) did u miss me ?
She say :(in hokkien) i did... hoping when u coming to see me ?
I am so HAPPY !
and i say to her ... .
AH MA WA AI NI
AH MA I LOVE YOU
AH MA ITERU
AH MA SARANGHEYO!
AH MA wo ai ni!
i say a lot of language to her ...
then i saw my mum ...
dont no y ... dont feel like talking to her .
as normal she ask me eat already. ...
blablablablab.... ....
weird ...
father and mother always good in acting
when they quarrel with u .. ?
next day they will be okay with u le o.o
shit ......
i'm tired now ... really
i didnt even slpt for 1 day le ...
but i still cann type so many things ....
now i'm thinking of another guy ... than the guy i wanna jio ?
SHIT ?!
wad am i doing now ?!! CB LEI ME !
i gtg slpt .... forget everything ....
BYE BYE!
sharon lee . 4:22 AM
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I'm all alone....
I wanna cry tonight ?
alone and alone ...
all my sisters ..
stead here stead there ....
but i am all alone ....
love hurt ....
y cant i stop thinking of love.... -.-
its so complicated ....
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nth to say ...
Labels: love suck ... things change very fast ... for one day. ..
sharon lee . 1:00 PM
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thought u love me ? y cann still so fast stead with her ? Everything is lie . and every guy not trustworthy .. ! not even a single guy . nvm she cann let ur mother like her okay nvm go . i thought of giving u freedom in the end also my fault ? thought of change for u behind jio back u . .. u will the one start say we will be sister and brother better this is wad u say to me first .. nvm .. that it . okay fine .
i cry becos i thought u will a good guy
not u prove me darn wrong .
sharon lee . 10:44 AM
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HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO BROTHER
LIM XUEJUN !
U THIS FAT ASS STOP SMOKING LA ! BAD FOR HEALTH !
RAWR !!!
WISH U PASS UR N LEVEL WITH FLY COLOUR :D
AND PLS CUT UR FATS AWAY . :P
sharon lee . 4:45 AM
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听着你的脆弱
并非无动于衷
我总是忘了怎么不挥霍
你辽阔的温柔
他现在比从前消瘦
可惜你的爱 我不能收
可惜你的手 我不能握
你别再累了
我想甩脱
三人游 两人疚 一人留
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淡淡的 浓浓的 都已不值得
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放开你无助安放的执著
好朋友依旧 不会就此擦肩而过
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勇敢走下一段路口
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sharon lee . 12:40 AM
Sad :(
No boyfriend .
Happy :)
Got friends.
Y is my life so miserable.
When a person that u trust a lot
One time by one time let u disappointed ?
What's the feeling ? the feeling is like so many knife stabbed
Into my heart ? Really?
Should i just forgive & forget . ?
Whenever he crazy or drank is a confirm he will come disturb me ?
Y he choose me ? y he must hurt me ?
like yujun ? y i love the person so much in di end they just didnt give
me their full heart .
My bf .. = too old
= too Weird
= Different personality
= No Feeling
= Too ugly
= Use my $$
= Quarrel always .
hais ..
Y old litat de ? SI bei siann lei
Now shld i accpt him ?
He cann love me with his whole heart ?
Should i really love him also .
Got a little bit feeling with him lei ..
When i'm sad ?
he will be the guy that alway be my side support me .
and whenever i bored he alway there to entertain me
Although he's bored .
lols .
Should I ??
Ans : i DONT NO !
Skip ~
Announing :D
The dearest couple 130707 continue their journey :D
Stay happy ah :D
sharon lee . 12:22 AM
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HAPPY Early Teacher's DAY
to all my beloved teacher.
i Felt sad for mrs kwok .
Cause she didnt get the award (motherly award)
.. She really like out mother .
Sweet, care, Forgive&Forget & kind to 4T1'09
She's really good . :(
aiyah nvm lo ...
In our heart U (Mrs kwok) u're always our second mother :D
Will never change :P
TC everyone :D
Watching bleach now :P
sharon lee . 2:01 AM
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