updaTED? :D

hais
this few days i very sad
cause my father ..... hais
his leg is like .. erm i don no
how 2 say ? then my mother
felt sick le
in my family i got a brother
somethings odd is i don feel he is my brother
anymore we are totally not close ?
he think i am NT cant pei him ? poly ?
i don no ? ask him to go back mother
house see papa or mama ? he sae I AM BZ ..
only 3 words when i tell him abt my papa
.... he is like OK SO ?? none of his
business litat ? y suddenly got so many things
happen ? and when i at home .. i always see my mother
ren my father .. i noe my mother buai ta han him le
don no y everytym papa vent anger on mama
poor mama .. hais .. mama poor i also
don no how to pity her ?
everytym she only noe how to work finish
jiu go home .. when she call miie only
noe how to sae todae got come back a not ?
hais then after that jiu hang ?
i don understand is this call
good mother ? didnt she have a tym to sae
how are u ? working todae a not ?
eat le ma ?
papa ? hais ... worst no work
everytym smoke and drink beer
smoke cann kill the pain ?
drink beer cann nth happen ma ?
i think he waiting to die only ba ??
papa bu yao zai zhe yang le hao
ma ?!
yong gan de zuo ren .. mama need ur help ..
brother ? the ...he only noe how to call mama
but actually
i think i ah em
is lyk her mother litat ?
issit wrong to send us to ah em
house when we are young ?
indeed .. i guess
when my father tell miie
that he cant .. then i only give the innocent face
i lyk nth litat ?
in my mind i only no they alway scold mie
the most ? got mom & dad in the world got different ?
for miie i jas think that my friends is most important ?
lyk xueling when i really cry LEnd her shoulder use use
tell meixuan my xin shi
wu liao find tzeying playplay ?
lols the most important is U U U?!
haha .. and li huey ?! she also good ..
but really a lot of things happen in my house
i don no how to sae it out all
....
really heart pain
y i not grow in a rich home ..
and xin fu de home
lyk XIAO HUA ?
although she don have mom ?
hais ...
my ah em only no how to scold miie and ask miie
do charge phone or ETC ?
i very sad ? cann anyone help my
mother ? or father ?
hais .. only they cann help them selves i think ?
END D: nth to sae LE ~
tired BYE ~

sharon lee . 6:38 AM ...................